Day 223 - Part 1 - A little touch of heavenly light.

I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry for yesterday. I had a crappy mood, and I know that's absolutely no excuse for taking it out on you, but I'm sorry.
Just so you know, I'm not slipping back. I'm alive and I'm gonna stay alive, even if I don't always realise that. Unless some car drives me over, ofcourse ;)
So first things first.
Rae, I'm terribly sorry for taking things out on you. I shouldn't do that, it's not your fault and it was bad of me to do that. I'm sorry.
Lin, sorry for being selfish. Not everything is about me, I know, and I keep subjecting things to myself. I'm sorry.
Dennis, sorry for being grumpy and annoyed. Of course we're supposed to be able to talk about those things without me totally freaking out. I was being a bitch and I'm really, REALLY sorry about that.
And I guess I just calmed down in general. I did some school work, doing some impossible puzzle thing rn, and looking into a dress I promised to make for Emi which I added to my task list. Waiting for replies on my apps for charity work. Yep, I'm on the way up again.
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