Day 131 - Part 1 - Sick but happy.

I just figured out why I've been feeling like crap all week. I think I'm being sick. Headache, stomacheache, tired muscles and a foggy mind. I'm not sure, though. I'm not used to being sick, and I don't really knows how it feels. Which, in itself, is a pretty odd sensation too.
And I think crying just tears me down. I mean the real kind of crying, the one that comes with sobs and biting your hand and snotty noses and puffy eyes. Not saying that other kinds of crying are fake, but I can't really trust myself with quietly crying. So, this morning, I cried myself out in class. And for the first time, I didn't even slightly are that people could see me. To be honest, I was almost proud of being addressed in the hallway because my eyes were still red afterwards. But I do remember one thing I thought when I stepped out of the classroom: "Crying in my first period. What will the rest of the day bring?"
As it turns out, it was not that bad at all. I went to the wrong classroom for math, but the teacher was gone for the fist 10 minutes, so that didn't quite matter. Did no French homework and pretended I forgot my notebook AGAIN, and only got told I just have to hand in my extra work tomorrow. Reading for myself while the teacher dwells over stuff in English. Got out early.
Then I headed for town with my friend, who desparately wanted to still buy me a birthday present. So we went into this one store, hung about the jewelery, and just as we were on our way out, we hit the sunglasses-and-summerstuff stand, where I got these most amazing retro-hippie sunglasses :3
And my friend brought me a case for it and a supercute tiny bag with an adorable mixed tape print where even my mobile phone doesn't fit in, and she even payed for new fillings for my pencil. And we went to the market, and eat some real nice warm sandwitchthing at this supercute cafe, and strolled around on the market some more.
And now I'm waiting for my sister to be dropped of, freezing up here in my room and writing the groceryshoppinglist down, because I have to bring my sis to dance and do the foodshopping and I really, REALLY want Dennis to be online and to see his face and I want to talk to Lin and I wish the heaters worked properly so I wouldn't have to huddle in a blanket.
I also want a few minutes for myself, to calm down and breathe and read some and maybe sleep a bit. I still wonder when honeworl's gonna fit into the plan, for I have to do quite some stuff and have a test tomorrow on which I haven't even started yet.
Whoohoo. -.-'