Close your eyes and listen.
I'm so tired of everything. Schoolwork failing because of others, mom not making any solid plans to go to Dennis, out of inspiration, crying and exhausted. Why do all the things I want lie out of my reach?
Guess I just have to suck it up and go on. Or blame it on my period. But I'm tired of blaming too. Of blaming things, others, myself. Too tired to even bring myself to find an excuse, too tired to be dissapointed or sad. I'm just snapping out of it for a while. Oh, well.
At least there's still Dennis, making me smile even on days like today, Diana, helping me do my homework and going to the movies, Emi, hugging me, Lin, giving me the strength to go on, Jims, distracting my loaded mind, and Benne, talking me through the days.
Guess I always needed others. Guess that'll never change. And as long as there are other to help me, I'll love them and give them my all...
And I'll try to smile.
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