Day 1

Hello everybody!

My name's Luzzie, and to be honest, I'm just a little 14-year-old girl. I haven't always had the best time in my life, or actually, my life kind of sucks. So I decided to get myself back up.
I'm quite smart, no bragging, I'm creative and generally nice, and the few friends I have, are the best friends anyone could've asked for. But I haven't had the best times growing up. I've been bullied, hurt, and I wanted to kill myself for just over 3 years. I don't like to dwell on the past, but to move on, I've got to look back and be completely honest. So I will be. Not only to myself, but also to you, whoever you are, reading my blog.
I'm getting there, allright. It's getting better. But I wouldn't say my live's back on track. Not even close. I have got better days, allright, but the bad days are very frequent. Too often, if you ask me. I still am scared of going to school, still afraid of opening up to whoever I want to trust. And I don't want to be anymore.
So I choose to tell you about me, my life, and all persons within it. I'll tell you my secrets, my dreams, my hopes. I'll tell you everything you might or might not want to hear. Why? Because I fail at diaries and I just need someone to talk, to nag to. Even if they don't answer. I just need to let it all out.

With love,
Luzzie.