Day 192 - Part 1 - Nightmares and breakfast.

I woke up this morning feeling terrible. -.-'
But, Lin was in the bed next to my mattress, so I was happy pretty soon again.
idk, it is weird. My dreams used to be amazing because Dennis was in them, now they hurt so much because he's in them. Not because he does hurtful things in my dreams, far from, but because it hurts seeing us so happy in my dreams.
And then I also woke up at 10 AM, after staying up till 2 AM, which is really, REALLY odd for me, because I usually sleep till 11 AM when I go to bed at midnight :/
And it wasn't the room or anything. That's happening a lot lately.
What's also happening a lot is crying myself to sleep. Or being on the verge of crying. And waking up with the same feeling.
So, yeah, I'm feeling totally crap these days..
Luckily there's Lin, who's sitting next to me reading along and snorting but kinda smiling too because she's amazing :D
She is.
Now hug her.
Good. ^^
UGH, I hate this feeling. WHY can't some people just DECIDE?
And I'm having breakfast now :D
Which is all chocolaty and nice :D
I love chocolate, btw ^^