Day 279 - Part 1 - France

This will be a very quick post, I'm in France and got few internet. I'm writing everything down, so BEWARE, soon I'll post a huge, HUGE post with everything that happened.
Two weeks down, one to go, and I kinda miss home. It's wonderful here though, and we're camping right next to the sea and I keep on windsurfing. :3

Day 263 - Part 1 - Lazy day

I've been working my ass off lately trying to pack my bag and clean up and I'm finally finished! :D
So I'm spending today sitting on the window sill staring out into the rain and chatting with Matt. I honestly can't remember the last computertime I had and I'm actually really proud of myself.
The bad part is that there's no summer. It's cold and it rains and I'm still wearing long jeans and sweaters. Which sucks.

Day 262 - Part 1 - No motivation

Lately I've been lacking motivation for just about anything. Including updating my blog.
Sorry about that. :/
Anyways, the fashionshow was great, Emi is an amazing model. I got lots of compliments and the dress looks really amazing. :3
I'm cleaning my room an packing my bags at the moment, leaving for France tomorrow. My dad says there's internet on the campsite, so that'll be alright.
And my little sister just came back! She had a week of summercamp, and I missed her a lot and she had a lot of fun and I love her. <3
So I'll be windsurfing for three weeks from tomorrow on. We have 2 boards, 3 sails and wetsuits and stuff. I even brought a second bikini because its kinda gross wearing the same bikini for days at end.
And I've got tons of books for kn the beach. I told myself to not take so many this tim because I won't have that much time but I took a bunch anyways. My mon got me 4 for passing the year, I still had a stack lying around, so I'll have a lot to read.
My mom agreed on me getting the top of my ear pierced. It's slightly unbelievable, since she was kinda anti-piercing and tatoo for as long as I can remember. The thing is, I've wanted that piercing for quite some time, and I do bring it up, but only jokingly because I know her view on it. So I said I'd like it as a gift for passing the year kinda jokingly, and she was like "oh sure, but then no books". And I love reading.
So we were in the bookstore the other day and she was like "choose now" and I juat couldn't, and she said I can pay for the piercing myself if I want to. I can even buy it with my clothing money. Now I have books and I can get a piercing.
And my mom said I can dye my hair if I want to, which is something else I never expected her to agree on.
Get ready, next schoolyear Luzz will be punk. :3

Day 254 - Part 1 - Sewing and no sleep.

I love my job. I don't get paid or anything and I only work once a week and I just started, but I love my job. I work at this store where we sell fair-trade products, and it's so amazing. :3
Yesterday I spent most of my day sewing because the final presentation of my fashion classes is tomorrow (technically today) and it's not finished yet. I also got a haircut and it looks really great. ^^
This morning I woke up at 12 (after staying up till 4 to read), and stayed in my bed till like 3 pm, finishing this awesome story on Wattpad. I swear, if this girl write a part 2 and maybe 3, it'll be the next big fandom series, she's fabulous and it's such an amazing story.
And then more sewing. It all look so great right now, even though it's not totally finished yet. I should really get more sleep though.

Day 249 - Part 1 - Accidents and computers.

I haven't been updating much lately, sorry about that.
So Alice broke her foot Tuesday and didn't notice 'til yesterday (smart kid). I went over and brought her flowers and we talked about mainly her boyfriend. I think they're really cute together. Ali thinks I keep saying adorable things. (We were eating candy piggies, and I said "take a pig, they're really piggy".)
I've been catching up on glee lately. I missed all of last season because of fashion class, but I have time to catch up on things now.
I went to the doctor too. For my nosebleeds. He said it's just a swollen vein, no big deal, I need to get some ointment and put that on there and that's it.
And I'm scared. I'm so freaking scared. Lin's been talking to me again lately, but things aren't going quite right. Her bf has been an ass and I think he dumped her, though I'm not really sure. I'm just so afraid to talk about heavy subjects with her, fearing we'll have a fight and it'll really be the final time we'll ever speak, or the final time she'll ever speak to anyone. I've been wondering if I should call her parents but I won't, because I promised her not to and I keep to that promise.
Pinkie promise, remember?
I just hope she can forgive me for, well, for being me, selfish and thoughtless and mean, and I hope she will be happy again. I'd love to help her finding that happiness, but if she bans me from her life, I'll have to live with that. I'm still worrying, every single day.